To live and die on that land
Breathe the soil-soaked air
The dissipating scent of tobacco
Newport Menthols
Degrees in arts and sciences
Silly things of the past
All part of an irrelevant future
College Boy
Hands dirtied and hardened with labor
A Man's Labor
A blue collar job
Real Work
To live in the paintings of John Constable
Autumn in the New England country side
And the ambiance of Thoreau
True Romance
Pink octopuses ride by
Shopping carts race through
The mind's eye is plastic
Paper Oceans
To breathe the air of Jupiter
Inhale the gas
Get high on the humidity
American Wang
Cut the hair
And straighten out
Nothing else to do
Family Values
To look to the future
Prepare to move on
For the sake of self
Life's Ahead
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Chaos-linguistics
Subject: John Michael Gort
Year: 2066Location: Jupiter Florida Retirement Home
Journal: Entry #1
Sun-light pierces my eyes as I jolt awake blinking and struggle to gain a regular breathing pattern. The night nurse has done her usual. My catheter bag has long since overflowed and the pool of urine on the floor had plenty of time to congeal. It is now a toxic piss bag stew that physically makes my eyes cringe and water in defense. I subconsciously evaluate the angle of the sun's light through the window and my realization makes the pee-stink become a comforting blanket around my mind excited about my last pleasure in life. It is finally time; I am allowed. I rise with pained cracks and pops of hollow death and curve my back forward while blinded by tears. I clasp sporadically in the air in a desperate attempt to grasp the dangling Morphene pump and collapse into narcosis. In these sweaty moments of agony the nasally chatter of the morning nurse in the hallway, ignoring my many immediate needs, is like steel-wool scrubbing the inside of my skull. The intense pain makes time pass more slowly and I ponder the importance of self-examined speech. While most speech is vanity, people talking to hear themselves talk, some individuals achieve a greater quality of speech by listening to the silent existential abyss and attempting to speak something worth breaking the silence. After countless painful blind attempts I finally feel the plastic pump appear in my hand. Without hesitation I compress the button and snap limp in the bed without saying a word.
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